ILUSI RINDU

the Ramadhan project failed as we stopped writing poems and sketching on the 3rd day

Mum was admitted into the ICU ...and passed away a week later.

so there goes my soul....

been trying hard to live my life as usual

HARD!!

i missed her so much and i started to paint...without having any idea the result gonna be..

ILUSI RINDU

mixed media on paper / A2

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WATER COLOUR DISASTER

1st try using water colour after .....(bape tahun eh??)

kali terakhir guna warna air kat sekolah dulu kot...kelas seni last pun form 3..eh masa tu bukan guna poster colour ke?

i'm already 22 now....just imagine how long since i last touched those colours....

 

 pencil sketching (without erasing anything)

 

 see...even my Big Blueberry Bear hate it!

malas nak adjust la...i really hate that GREEN heart =_=!

so here's a poem i wrote the day after that water colour disaster ....

SEMALAM

hari ini sama dengan semalam
kelmarin dan hari-hari sebelumnya
semua seangkatan
tak banyak membezakan

hari ini masih membenci semalam
kasihan semalam
tak tahu hujung pangkal
tiba-tiba dibenci
kasihan sekali

gagalnya semalam
bukan satu kegagalan
gagalnya semalam
masih boleh dijayakan
gagalnya semalam
jangan dipadam
jahit dalam ingatan
kelak jangan diulang
belajar dari pengalaman

hari ini akan jadi semalam
sebaik esok bertandang
apalah dosanya menjadi semalam
esok datang pasti menghilang.

18:00 pm
~4 nov 2009~

~cahaya kekasih~

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